October 26, 2012

Checking In...

I haven't posted because, to be honest, there's not a whole lot going on right now. I am auditioning a lot so I have no complaints there, but I'm not booking anything. I've been going out for a ton of pilots and feature films. I've also had a few commercial callbacks and essentially NO print castings. I think my modeling days are over. :(

I'll be starting a new seasonal serving job next week. *cries*

I'm okay guys, I'm okay. It's a really great place and I'm going to make so much money I won't know what to do with myself. The purpose of this job is to stack away as much cash as I can in preparation for my move to LA for pilot season. To be honest, I don't want to come back to NYC. I just want to go out there in February and stay there permanently. My husband will move out there (hopefully) within a few months. We're not worried about the distance because he spent the first 4 years of our relationship in the military and, trust me, you can't get much further away than Iraq. 

So, the weather is really cooling off and I'm starting to reach that time of the year where I loathe New York. Is it hot? Is it cold? Putting on tons of layers before leaving the house then stripping them off 2 hours later when it's hot and humid from the seemingly endless rain. Having your umbrella blown to pieces by the freakishly strong wind storms. Yeah, I get really gloomy and bitter this time of year and then I start dreaming about the perpetual sunshine on the west coast. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE New York City (most of the time), but like I said in a previous post, I'm ready for a change. 

The next couple of months are going to be emotionally and physically challenging for me, but it's all so I can achieve my goals. I got really comfortable last year and it's time for me to rediscover my drive and ambition.